The Dream I Never Want To Have
by Shyn2quiet


I dreamt that I was dying last night
I dreamt that I felt my last breath leave me
I dreamt that my heart beat for the last time
I dreamt that you were crying over my soulless body
I dreamt that your tears soaked my clothes
I dreamt that you held my unmoving body
I dreamt that I felt your lips kiss me one last time
I dreamt that I was leaving you forever
I dreamt that you'd never be able to touch my warm body again
I dreamt that coldness crept through my body
I dreamt that I was lying in a wooden box
I dreamt that you were stood over me
I dreamt that soil was banging on the lid
I dreamt that I couldn't escape
I dreamt that I couldn't let you know that my heart beated again
I dreamt that I saw you crying
I dreamt that you were comforted
I dreamt that I'd never be with you again
I dreamt that I'd never be in your arms
I dreamt that I'd never feel the warmthness of your skin
I dreamt that I'd never see your smile again
I dreamt that I'd never again feel your lips pressed to mine
I dreamt that we'd never make love again
I dreamt that I'd never again feel your heart beat against my palm
I dreamt that I'd never love you again....
I dreamt that I'd never hear you say 'I love you'